stop talking gibberish, or just stop talking.

Lord;
i can't help but be happy.
i can't help but dance.
i can't help but laugh.

you've made this possible and

now its all i want to do.
praise you and be joyful,
no matter the place,
no matter the circumstances.

its all just gibberish.

sometimes..
sometimes i dont understand.
okay a lot i of the time i dont understand.
why you act the way you do.
why your rude the way you are.
why you laugh the way you do.
why you talk the way you do.
why you treat me the way you do.
sometimes..
sometimes i just miss my friend(s).
i have this best friend and she is soo flipping amazing.
like honestly words can describe,
i wake up and think of how blessed im that God put her in my life.
i couldn't do any of this with out her, by my side.
but there used to be 6 of us.. like a 6 pack.
and i know things change for the best Lord.
i know, and i trust your plan.
and shes gone cause she doesn't know how to give and take.
i miss him, hes just so busy, i miss our one time car rides.
and i miss him too, the way things used to be.. but so much has change in his world.
we've been put on the back burner.
and maybe this is God saying hey, your leaving on amazing adventures soon.
so... yep, new people, new world, new place, new adventures.
and im ready. im sick of this little town.
lets just get away for a while.
lets pack up and move to calif... wait... new zealand.
lets, yes lets.

theres just so much change coming around me all at once.
i know i can handle it. i got you Lord.
in my life be lifted high.
in our world be lifted high.
in our love be lifted high.
be lifted higher Lord.
higher, higher.
higher.

in my life, be lifted high.

pray, pray, pray.
this is what im going to do today.

i just got God smacked.

"what do you worry about? school? money?
what your gonna do in the summer? relationships?"

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.
Then you will experience God’s peace,
which exceeds anything we can understand.
His peace will guard your hearts and minds
as you live in Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4:6-7

thank you for speaking to me God.
for loving me.
reminding me of your amazing promise.
i will pray, pray, pray.