your such a blessing to me.

there's these 2 boys.

they've changed my life.

i mean that.

i meet them on one of the biggest journeys of my life.

they brought laughter and joy to my world.

they challenged me in new ways, brought me out of this little shell that i created.

they changed how i view things, how i view the world, my friends, my self..

they taught me to not take anything for granted, i was reminded to live each day to the fullest,

to not take advantage of any moment or anyone.

but they also have shown me to stick up for myself and the people i love..

that if someone doesn't love you or respect you, you don't need that.

these boys have changed my life.

end of story. thats all folks.

they will never be able to comprehend how much they mean to me.

and im okay with that, because i know.

i will never take them for granted.

don't be afraid.

im so unbelievably blessed.

i think this year has been...

one of the most amazing years of my life, actually it has been.

but it has also been one of the most challenging, hardest years.

but i need to remember how amazing it's been, the laughs, the memories, the adventures and crazy experiences i've had.

and the people that made it amazing.

i think next year is going to be a big year of change in my life, new steps, new adventures and new journeys. life changing things. not sure what or how yet.. but i see big things coming my way.

i'm being reminded that life is too short.. too short to not be happy, to not be doing what i love, to not be surrounded by people i love.

im my life be lifted high.

i'm feeling pretty content at the moment.

which is crazy, so much is going to happen and maybe even change.

i thought last year was crazy, i can't wait to see what this year brings.

my summer has already blown my mind.

life changing in so many ways,

i have grown and learned more than imagined.

i'm so thankful for it.

now all i can do is pray. pray. pray.

about next year. my future. whats next.

and in knowing that i can pray and God has me...

i feel so much comfort in that.

you are so good,

so so good to me.

life might take you by surprise, let it.

do
you
ever
find
yourself
asking
'why'
?

pictionary is our game.

i know you wont ever know this.
but i cant help but smile when you say you miss me.
i laugh when i think of all the good times we've had.
i smile when i think of our memories.
im sad it had to end, but i know its not the end.
honestly, its probably just the beginning.
there's a reason your in my life and that i meet all you amazing people.
thank you for helping me learn that there is so much more to life.

im so glad i got to have the experience i did and meet the people i did.

you are my light. my joy. my life.

i cant help but be thankful and joyful.

i cant help but smile.

i love you and think of you all the time. please dont forget this.

goodbyes are so hard.

but i know that its more of a see ya later.



and this gives me comfort.
xoxo.