life can take you by surprise.

make sure you let life take you by surprise.

just hang on for the ride.

ready, set, go.

:)

you are beautiful

just love.

i miss blogging.

be still and know that I'm God.

Pslam 46:10

Iam in charge of how I feel and today I choose happiness

life.
it's a funny thing; very funny.
it can also be hard, challenging, scary, silly, amazing
and also very beautiful.

this summer is coming to an end, wow.
it's almost back to school time, for reals.
i'm so excited for this year.
there are so many amazing things that I have to look forward too.

don't get me wrong;

this has been a hard year...

honestly I think one of the hardest and most challenging yet, 

but it has also been the most rewarding and exciting so far.

with even more adventures and things to come that I can't even imagine!

I have goals, hopes and ambitions for this year.

And I'm sticking to em.

I'm ready for you life; this someday,

I'm not going to let it pass me by.

Come at me.

story of me life!

awkward turtle for life.

stay calm and carry on.

i know it happened fast; this is why i must guard my heart.

but i like you, i do.

i trust you, you make me feel alive and very comfortable all at once.

you're a good guy, i mean that.

thank you for understanding.

who knows what this could be; for now all i know

is that you make me smile and that says a lot.

:)

there is always hope.

i miss you.

i really, reallly do.

and i need you,

as hard as this is for you to believe.

i do.

you are loved, no matter what.

keep going, looking forward and moving on.

God has huge things in store for you kid; don't let this get you down!

smile and remember this too shall pass.

movealong.

this year.

who's stopping you from being happy?

what's stopping you from being happy?

why aren't you happy?

what makes you happy?

think of all the things that make you happy; make you smile.

got em? all the things, people, places.

now go out and do those things.

go out and be with those people.

go to those place.

what's holding you back?

now is your time. now is the only time.

life's too short to sit around and wait for the righ

t moment,

or the right circumstance.

NOW is the only time you have.

i have some big plans for this year.

and i intend to make them happen

and see them followed through.

your such a blessing to me.

there's these 2 boys.

they've changed my life.

i mean that.

i meet them on one of the biggest journeys of my life.

they brought laughter and joy to my world.

they challenged me in new ways, brought me out of this little shell that i created.

they changed how i view things, how i view the world, my friends, my self..

they taught me to not take anything for granted, i was reminded to live each day to the fullest,

to not take advantage of any moment or anyone.

but they also have shown me to stick up for myself and the people i love..

that if someone doesn't love you or respect you, you don't need that.

these boys have changed my life.

end of story. thats all folks.

they will never be able to comprehend how much they mean to me.

and im okay with that, because i know.

i will never take them for granted.

don't be afraid.

im so unbelievably blessed.

i think this year has been...

one of the most amazing years of my life, actually it has been.

but it has also been one of the most challenging, hardest years.

but i need to remember how amazing it's been, the laughs, the memories, the adventures and crazy experiences i've had.

and the people that made it amazing.

i think next year is going to be a big year of change in my life, new steps, new adventures and new journeys. life changing things. not sure what or how yet.. but i see big things coming my way.

i'm being reminded that life is too short.. too short to not be happy, to not be doing what i love, to not be surrounded by people i love.

im my life be lifted high.

i'm feeling pretty content at the moment.

which is crazy, so much is going to happen and maybe even change.

i thought last year was crazy, i can't wait to see what this year brings.

my summer has already blown my mind.

life changing in so many ways,

i have grown and learned more than imagined.

i'm so thankful for it.

now all i can do is pray. pray. pray.

about next year. my future. whats next.

and in knowing that i can pray and God has me...

i feel so much comfort in that.

you are so good,

so so good to me.

life might take you by surprise, let it.

do
you
ever
find
yourself
asking
'why'
?

pictionary is our game.

i know you wont ever know this.
but i cant help but smile when you say you miss me.
i laugh when i think of all the good times we've had.
i smile when i think of our memories.
im sad it had to end, but i know its not the end.
honestly, its probably just the beginning.
there's a reason your in my life and that i meet all you amazing people.
thank you for helping me learn that there is so much more to life.

im so glad i got to have the experience i did and meet the people i did.

you are my light. my joy. my life.

i cant help but be thankful and joyful.

i cant help but smile.

i love you and think of you all the time. please dont forget this.

goodbyes are so hard.

but i know that its more of a see ya later.



and this gives me comfort.
xoxo.