Tuesday, March 10, 2009

God gives hope.


"the great thing about gods love is we never know where it will lead us,but knowing it will lead us is our comfort"

someone commented on a blog saying this.
and it made my day MORE than you know.
sometimes when you think your gonna hit rock bottom something
pulls you up and makes you see the light, the hope.
thank you.
thank you God for pulling me up in my weakest moments.
i cant wait to see what may be in store for me and my future.

Monday, March 9, 2009

all we wanna do is grow up... untill its too late.

if you feel you need to cry run to my arms,
i wont ask why. wipe your eyes.
you're so much stronger than you know.
don't let it bring you down.
don't let it burn you out.
i wanna be able to pour
my heart out for once
and not have someone
try to come and clean
up the pieces.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day

stand still. look pretty.

i knew this was gonna be a big year; lots changing, lots of new challeneges,
meeting new people, missing people, people growing up, me growing up,
going into my gradding year, getting my n, growing closer to god,
become a stronger person and finding that strength from god.
maybe getting the oppurunity to travel to mexico or cuba
or somewhere completley different. getting a job.
going back to camp. reapiring lost friend-
ships. trying to help people more.
show gods love to the love-
less. showing the light
when all that can be
seen is pure dark-
ness. love and
let love.
but.. im not sure if im ready
for what might be about to happen.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

fingers crossed.

God if it is your plan for me to go,
than i know you will pave the path.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

lets stick it out.

i made a mistake. there is no turning back. you need to let go. i cant say its never too late. but its not now. you never believed in me. show me. takee control of your life. put a smile on. i really missed you. it was great too see you. it makes me realize how much harder i need to try. i want too see you more. today is a new day. what am i doing this for. for god. for a bright future. i got one shot. i dont wanna blow it. i dont wanna lose my chance. i dont wanna fall apart. i wanna stand up taller than before. i wanna become stronger in your name. every breathe i wanna take by your grace. i wanna fight really hard. and i know i can fight. but if your not gonna fight how do you expect me to fight. it takes two to make a friendship work. lets just be friends forever. never lose hope. and be stronger than ever. thank you. it will be okay. i promise that. you have lost site of god. what he offers your life. what he brings to you. i hope you find him one day. but until that day comes i will be here with you. i will help you. but dont ever expect me to stop believing. dont expect me to stop sharing his love with you. i will never stop sharing your love with the world. i thank you everyday for you. i love because you first loved me. i wanna thank you more than you could ever really know.
if you feel your hope is fading
you can count on my love.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

yesterday is dead and over.

this is your life. are you who you wanna be?
is it everything you dreamed it would be?
today is all you got.
today is all you'll ever have.
don't close your eyes.