Tuesday, March 17, 2009

this one boy; well he gives me butterflies.

these are like ubbbber cute!

one to the tree to the hill

"sometimes the hero makes the right choice but has
the wrong time, and timing is everything"

"i know you have been in love and hurt. you don't see
what i see, but you deserve to feel that way again"

"it sucks always being the footnote in someone elses love story.
you write your own story.
you choose your own path. but you cant choose who you love;
but you do get to choose if you open your heart to love or not"

you send your signals, i send flowers to the door.

and when the truth be told; i miss you.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

lets face the day, i promise well be okay.

wipe your eyes. put on your make up and hide the fact that your breaking on the inside.
don't let anyone see how much your hurting. dont let people see you fall.
stand tall.
put a smile one and take on the world.
it will all come together.
'people always leave' but they come back, i can promise you that much.
everything has a reason.
there is a purpose for the pain, its called redemption.

pretty faces, beautiful words and stories that are never heard.

you're never alone. i promise.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

hopeful.

this gives me hope. because i know its the truth.
and im so stoked for the years to come.

Friday, March 13, 2009

fri iens too the end.

friends are soo soo important. and so often i feel we take advantage of them. we dont tell them how much they mean to us. we forget too do that. but i dont wanna be like that. i wanna tell them that i there important too me. more than they know. they make me smile when all i can think to do is cry. they allow me to be crazy and laugh. but they calm me down and tell me to breathe. we go on random adventures and just be ourselves. love is something we so often abuse. but i always want to remind them how much they mean. i dont ever want someone to tell me that i dont appreciate them. but i really truly do. most days they brighten it. and on thoses days when i dont wannaa get outta get and its bound to be a bad day, they put a smile on my face.
i thank god for putting them in my life. and i thank god that he lead me to this group of people. a couple years ago my friends were not good for me and they were pulling me down and out. and god showed me that i needed to get out and that i need to make some new chooses. and i trusted him and at school i dont have many friends; not close friends. i have some people that i know and talk with and hang out with but never outside of school. but you know what im okay with that honestly. its okay, because i leave school and i go to people that love me and choose to spend time with me and truly care about me and are real, honest people. they are people in my life that i feel love me because of me. we are able to learn togehter and grow together. we get to watch each other grow up.. i cant wait to see where my friends are in 2 years, it blows my mind. i can see all this potential in so many of my friends, in all of them. and the things that they are gonna do to serve god and live over the next couple years, i cant even imagine all the stuff there gonna do. im so exicted to see where we all are in a couple years and how much closer we come together. and maybe even the new friends i make and the new friendships that are developed. the new lessons learnt. the new challenges overcomed. the new adventures that will have been taken.
long story short, i thank god everyday for you.
k.i, k.n, c.h, j.m, d.m, m.f, t.h, d.n, j.f, m.n, a.p, k.b, l.b
in one way or another these people have been there for me when i needed someone.