Monday, November 9, 2009

i'm gonna be okay. better than okay.


As hard as it was to move on, I think I’m finally okay with how we are. At some point, we both wish we didn't ignore each other like that. I’ll be forgiving you, just like you were forgiving me. People make mistakes, second chances are okay. It’s like a weight has just been lifted, I can finally breathe & not worry about what he will say, or when he would've finally stopped ignoring me. Because now I no longer care... he doesn't concern me. I just wonder if he'll come back to me, wishing he would've never screwed things up. I just hope our friendship can have another chance, but if this is the way it was meant to be, then I’m honestly okay.

Monday, November 2, 2009

i will be your hands and your feet.

i'm gonna remember that God has a plan me.
lets have some fun and be silly well we change the world!
if i have made you smile.. i have made a difference.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

this was written for you.

The Betray

I don't think you love someone until you find out they love you,
and when people fall in love it's because they are both finding out at the same time,
little by little. But it's like the chicken and the egg;
someone had to love someone first somehow.


I love you.

- Luke Perine


In the past we used to say, "Forgive and forget".
Then it happened, and we were flung to the furthest corners of the earth.
Now we cannot forgive and will never forget.

Where ever you are: Are you thinking of us the way we think of you?

- shhh


I know I could line up my excuses for you,
and you could shoot them down one by one
and then you could make other plans
and I could show up late
or miss your call or forget the date.

But you must remember that we're both here now
and this still counts.

- Pascale Tellier


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Saturday, October 24, 2009

i'm gonna prove them wrong.

better believe it.
much love.


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

lets just be honest.

i'm feeling pretty weak right now. so stressed.
so overwhelmed. sorry. like a jerk.
hurt. upset. thankful. disappointed. confused.
sometimes i wish things didn't turn out the way they did.
tomorrow's a new day. i really hope it's better.
i love you. i won't give up on you. and i'm really sorry the day ended like this.
good night.

i know tomorrow will be better. cause God's grace is new every morning.
thank you for that Lord.
and I'm strong...because i got you on my side,
and i know im not alone.

Monday, October 19, 2009

you're still breathing; so don't you dare give up.

Realize now that when your heart breaks you got to fight like hell to make sure your still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for ♥