i just got God smacked.

"what do you worry about? school? money?
what your gonna do in the summer? relationships?"

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.
Then you will experience God’s peace,
which exceeds anything we can understand.
His peace will guard your hearts and minds
as you live in Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4:6-7

thank you for speaking to me God.
for loving me.
reminding me of your amazing promise.
i will pray, pray, pray.

i will not be weary. i will not be faint.

hold me. hold me, i know you'll never let go.

i need you so much closer. closer to me. Lord, lead me.
i know your here, i know, you always are. i trust in
that with all ive got. but i need you to guide me.
show me. lead me. guide me. show me. lead me.
ill follow, i promise. i just need to know its from you God,
i need to know where you want me, not where money
wants me, not where my body wants me, not where
my mind wants me. where do you want me? please
make this clear. show me, lead me. ill go. ill go. im
here, ready to run like never before Lord. ill jump,
not seeing the ground, not seeing my feet.. i dont
need to see these things when i know youll catch me,
you hold me when im falling. im like a lost sheep,
who needs her Shepard: amazing, gracious, loving
Shepard to come lead her back to Him and His will.

Where do i go from here?
im follwing you, and your will.
thats all i know.
and thats enough, more than enough.

we stick together like peanut butter and jelly.

this is super legit. thought i should share.

i'm not faking, i swear.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned,
it’s to always wear a smile on your face.
Some may think that it’s fake,
but I think that smiling is a God’s best gift for us.
Even when your heart is breaking,
you should smile. And some may think
that it's bad to hide your feelings,
but I think that pain should only be
felt for a short amount of time.
Happiness should out number it
every day, every way.

you make all things work together for our good.

remember this my dear friend.

there's 365 days, not just 1.

i don't like Valentines Day..
what does it even mean? what does it stand for?
you know how I feel about Valentines day?
it just points out to people how lonely and unloved they feel.
what if they have no one special to spend today with? what if their alone? or the one they love loves someone else? what if their a million miles away? what if..
i want someone to love me, 365 days a year; not just on one day because someone told them to them me, because culture tells them to love on this one day of this year.
what about the other 364 days of the year?

i love you. today, tomorrow and all 365 days.
this i can promise, i don't need a day to make me show you my love for you. i can do that all by myself.
I love because He first loved me.. not because society tells me too.

so if you're gonna love.. do it everyday. every minute. because nobody wants you to fake it, nobody just wants to be loved for one day.
i wanna be loved forever, everyday. even when im hard to love.. oh and believe me; ill have moments when im hard to love.
but love me for me, because you want too. everyday, yes all 365.

so there, this is my point.
ill love you.. everyday. i promise.