im my life be lifted high.

i'm feeling pretty content at the moment.

which is crazy, so much is going to happen and maybe even change.

i thought last year was crazy, i can't wait to see what this year brings.

my summer has already blown my mind.

life changing in so many ways,

i have grown and learned more than imagined.

i'm so thankful for it.

now all i can do is pray. pray. pray.

about next year. my future. whats next.

and in knowing that i can pray and God has me...

i feel so much comfort in that.

you are so good,

so so good to me.

life might take you by surprise, let it.

do
you
ever
find
yourself
asking
'why'
?

pictionary is our game.

i know you wont ever know this.
but i cant help but smile when you say you miss me.
i laugh when i think of all the good times we've had.
i smile when i think of our memories.
im sad it had to end, but i know its not the end.
honestly, its probably just the beginning.
there's a reason your in my life and that i meet all you amazing people.
thank you for helping me learn that there is so much more to life.

im so glad i got to have the experience i did and meet the people i did.

you are my light. my joy. my life.

i cant help but be thankful and joyful.

i cant help but smile.

i love you and think of you all the time. please dont forget this.

goodbyes are so hard.

but i know that its more of a see ya later.



and this gives me comfort.
xoxo.

this is my aim

let's laugh way to loud.
talk way to much.
dance like we just don't care.
sing like it's our last time.
love like we may never get to again.
hug way too tight and way too long.
pray until we run out of words.
praise like its heaven on earth.
i wanna do more than just exist,
i wanna live.

20 minutes to say i love you.

camp is coming to an end.
already. this is the last full day of summer camp in 2010.
and i don't know where God will lead me next year.
but i know ill be serving Him with all i got.

there's so much going through my head right now.
19 days. 19 days. 19 days.
wow. this blows my mind.
the dream that we once joked about had become our reality.
in 19 days i will be leaving on a plane with one of my best friends,
to go on the biggest, most life changing experience of our lives yet.
im so excited to see where this journey takes us.
where we end up, what we learn, who we meet.
how our lives will be changed.

but at the same time im a little nervous.
we're leaving everything we know behind.. yet in a sense this is kinda of exhilarating.
its like taking a step of faith into the unknown.
we'll laugh. we'll cry. we'll fall. and we'll help eachother back up.
i know im gonna miss people, lots of people and things from home.
but im gonna live in the moment. no regrets.
im gonna meet people and tell people about Jesus.
and He'll give me strength and guide me; this i know.

so above all.
i'm willing and ready.
and super stoked.