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i love my friends :)

i was going through so not so good stuff, that God is totaly helping me through but i needed a little bit of encouragment; and i found it. Thank You
"i know things seem to be crumbling all around you, but you know what, Maybe God is calling you to preach to these people. Preach to the boy who broke your heart. Preach to the girls who have turned the other way. You are the one who can make change. "

future..

well im so stoked for my future!
ready to be out of highschool! :)
its so over rated and there are so many people, that all they are gonna have is highschool, and i think thats horrible. Highschool is such a small part of your life, but ya its gonna make ya or break ya. Dont let it break ya, and be yourslef, it is so much better that way! No i didnt say easier, i said better.

And I'm not scared for my future nessacary, cause I know its all gonna work out in Gods plan.
Im more scared our choices really.
Like maybe one choices: Gratude a semester early then go to a bible college on the other side of the world! :) then come back and go to universtity or college.
or : dont gratuade early and go to bible college on the other side of the work when I'm done highschool
and how long at the bible college? 6 months is my thought.
Is it even a good idea to be looking at gratuating early? gets me out of highschool faster??

so many choices! butt really even withh all these big questions; im so exicted to see where my future takes me. What God has in storee! :)
Youth Pastor?? :)(my thoughts of the moment at least)

stop hating/start loving

Love is something better. I have been challenged, remind that love is that simple answer to so many of our hardest questions. I might be simple but more and more; I believe God works in love, speaks in love and is revealed in our love.

Sometimes I look at our world so full of hate. All these girls trying to be someone else and not being happy with who they are. All these guys trying to be some super jock that there just not. We have all become something we are not, and inside we envy others and hate oursleves. And all I can wonder is how is this possible when this world was created by God who is love. The peicies dont always fit together, and I think it might be because no body is happy with who they are, nobody can love themselves so how can they love others. We cant just trust that God loves us, and that him love is enough. And that God would never lead us a stray, he will show us our night in shinning armour..one day when the time is right, he will show you everything we need. So lets stop hating ourselves so we can stop hating others.

Hate is not going to be stopped with more hate it is going to be stopped with love!

( L )

I want to change the world;
even if its only one persons world, its still the world to someone.
I belivie I can do that, I belivie I can make a difference,
and once I heard that the people who are crazy enough to believe they can, are the ones that do.
There will always be people who will say 'you can't', your not strong enough, your just one person you cant make a difference, but sometimes all it takes is that one person.
My name is your name, and one day I'll make a difference, we'll make a difference.
Just Believe.

:)

I'm feeling better!
Don't Fret!

:)

Day Of Love, Not So Lovely..

I'm; struggling..
and yes its love day, almost over thanks gooodnneess
because i havent really been feeling the love.
and i hope all my difficutlies work out because they
are really kinda stupid things.. but they seem to really upset me
hmm...help..:S
one moment im amazing! the next im not..
i think i know why, but the reasons are ridicolous!
so yeeppp!
i hope my next blog is super happy, because im a happy person! :)
im looking forward to it, but for now i got to be content with my distraughtnesss
and hopefully it gets worked out with a few words, and conffessions and feelings soon!