we will go here together; i promise you this.

SPECIAL OFFER to NEW ZEALAND

$998

1$ Can=1.40$NZ

the little girl in me is screaming too go here!
and i will. i can promise you that much.
and i expect to be going with one of my really great friends,
and hopefully a couple more amazing friends!
because, it looks beautiful, and i have always wanted to go there.
:)

you just have to have faith.
God will always pull you through.

we scream our insecurties and whisper our apologies.

i wish i didn't let these things get too me so much..

i honestly believe i can change this world.

there are so many thoughts running through my head right now. most good; so unfortunate. but im blessed so they can't really be that bad. its been a crazy week. im not sure where too start this post. i have been praying for something for a veryy long time and it has been on my heart like mad, and God answered my paryer; it was stirring in her heart long before i knew and now she is closer and she said that i showed her she needs God and she needs to feel his love to ever feel whole again and too not feel so much hurt again. she's gonna come to church with me soon. i drove to the Morneaus yesterday.. so scary, Lheed Hwy... getting lost in top of the hill! etc.etc. this was volunteer week, and i had a chance to hear Craig Kielburger speak, he is so insipartion and has such a HUGE passsion and he wants to see this generation stand up and step up. Minga=coming together where ever you are for the common good.. we don't do this enough. we don't have a word in english for this.. volunteer? community? but we dont have one word that if we yelled it out our town and friends would come running to help.. but think of how many words we have that mean money$$. language is a represtation of culture. friday i saw 17 again with my girls and it was great. i lov spending time with them; they are so happy and just love being with us and at the door one of the moms said to my mom "my daughter has always wanted an olde sister" oh man! if that doesn't get you not sure what will! ms.danielle had her birthday party yesterday and someone wrote in one of her cards "a very wise girl once told me that 'you're only given this life because your strong enough to live it'" and than she looks and me and said wow, this is crazy cause Britnee shared this with me when i needed to hear it and i shared it with you. i deffs almost started to cry! if you ever have days where you feel unloved just look around and see the people you have in your life, the people that would do anything for you. you are always loved even when you don't think so. you got me and Jesus.

i'm not your angel, darling.

i love more than you'll ever understand.
and thats okay.

we're all very blessed; let's not forget this.

God is sooo gooood!

oh man; so when i was literally at rock bottom, thought there was no hope for today. and was so done! so lost and broken. but i know God is good and like every time he picks me up right before i falll apart entirely. and he is soo good like that, he make me struggle and go through things but he would never let me fall so far that i lose my way.
---------------------------
"when life gives you a hundred reason to cry; show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile"
1) im glad that no matter; where here for eachother and we are gonna be okay :) and one day i hope that we are a stronger tag team than ever
2) i get my mom's old; faster workiing comp
3) im reading twilight
4) im falling for a fictional character.. hehe
5) youth tonight
6) msy and friend time with kyle tomorrow
7) brightwood and my favorite highway
8) im gonna call you this weekend, and if you want we can talk for hours. i wanna hear all the stoires, cause i have sure missed you.
9) i dyed my hair; and that always make me feel gooodd! and feel perrrdyy!
10) kylie is happpy and almost done with stressful school.
11) matthew is loving broken people, even when everything may be falling apart in this own world.
12) there is sun outside.
13) im eating a sandwhich...
14) Cassandra has a good job that she enjoys.
15) kyle can put a smile on and listen to my stories even when there lame.
16) josh is getting burnt and learning more about himself and God than he could have ever thought
17) sky train scavenger hunt this weekend!
18) Melissa comes home this weekend :)
19) i have math midterm tommorw and im actually feeling quite prepared
20) i get to see my friends in a couple hours
21) i get to worship my saviour with the people i love around me
22)i told my dad what my grades on my report cards gonna be already, no stresss there
23) im nominated to win the best volunteer award thingy in poco; which is sweeet!
24) i get to work at camp this summmer
25)pro- day day friday
26) i love my grade 7 girls! and we are going to see 17 again and a sleepover very soon!
27) the renos in my house are almost done
28) im allowed to have a huge b-day party!
29) so many birthdays are coming up sooon, its great really.
30) no matter what i know God has everything under control.
Thank Lord!