People get stuck in moments. Hearts break and don't fix easy. Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap. It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold. One of my best friends used to sing the words "love is war". There is the fight for holding on. And the fight for letting go. The hardest thing i have ever experienced is the learning which and when. But i still say it's worth it, that love is real and possible. There are things worth fighting for, and love is at the top of the list...
But we are still here, you and me... And so the question is what to do with that. What to do with the news of the day, and this air that still remains in our lungs. i would say these things: You are not alone. Your life matters. Your story is important. You are alive tonight for a reason. You were created to love and to be loved. You were not meant to be alone. You are not alone. You were meant to do life with other people. You need people who know you. You need to know people. Your voice matters.
I believe in God just as much as he does. I mean, not that it's a contest, but we have very different ideas.I don't think you seek out God directly, or else he would just come down and visit us once in awhile. I think he wants us to seek him out through other people, through being in love with the world. He's in the ocean, he's in a bagful of snacks, and the way you end up laughing about them. He's in the laughing. Does that make sense?

i wanted to remember us like we were that summer. i didn't want to ever forget that.-the notebook

Sometimes I wonder if this is all just karma for how i hurt you.
The "I'm Sorrys" dont change a thing
Hearing "Your a good person, theres someone else out there" doesnt change a thing either
your feeelings feel like they have been thrown away and none of it ever meant a thing..
(writen by me)

secret 24; even though we weren't in love, i miss that boy more than anyone will ever understand

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

One day, you will wake up. You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school, eat lunch, go to class, and come home. And you'll be able to do all of that without thinking about him.

And it's just like me to overanalyze your every word.thinking that maybe for a second, it meant something.






