2008

okay; well
last night i was not too too sure about wanting it to be a New Year.
for a couple reasons: i felt there was something i still needed closure on that i wanted to be able to move on from in the 2008, and i was not sure if i was ready to be the person i wanted me to be, i dunno if that makes sense, but like i knew i could be the person, i just felt like i needed to get a different problem on my back before i could move on, because this year, i want to live entirely for God, and im so stoked, i guess i was saying that i wasnt ready becasue i was scared about what this year is to bring, i was scared that i would screw it up right off the bat.
but then i felt like God was saying, you know what, no matter what you do this year, if its serving me and you have good intensions with it dont you worry! and the thing i felt i needed closure on, its not really bugging me anymore, like its there, but its not like always right there, being in my face stupidness! and that was all God, he wanted me to start this year off on a great foot, and i think so far its going good.
My New Years resulstion for this year i've decided it to "Make a Difference" and i puprosly did not make it specific, becuase God will show me where i need to make the difference, maybe its one big thing maybe its really small, i guess ill have to wait and see.:)
So, all and all, last night i was really having dobuts, but today i feel like im ready to face the world, im ready to live my life this year, im ready to serve God! and im so stoked! :)
I sure love happiness! :)