( L )

I want to change the world;
even if its only one persons world, its still the world to someone.
I belivie I can do that, I belivie I can make a difference,
and once I heard that the people who are crazy enough to believe they can, are the ones that do.
There will always be people who will say 'you can't', your not strong enough, your just one person you cant make a difference, but sometimes all it takes is that one person.
My name is your name, and one day I'll make a difference, we'll make a difference.
Just Believe.

:)

I'm feeling better!
Don't Fret!

:)

Day Of Love, Not So Lovely..

I'm; struggling..
and yes its love day, almost over thanks gooodnneess
because i havent really been feeling the love.
and i hope all my difficutlies work out because they
are really kinda stupid things.. but they seem to really upset me
hmm...help..:S
one moment im amazing! the next im not..
i think i know why, but the reasons are ridicolous!
so yeeppp!
i hope my next blog is super happy, because im a happy person! :)
im looking forward to it, but for now i got to be content with my distraughtnesss
and hopefully it gets worked out with a few words, and conffessions and feelings soon!

i just keep setting my self up to be hurt by you..

even though you dont relaize it any longer, actually im not sure if you ever did, but some how you have this hold on me.. i try to communicate with you which is hard, because i ask how your doing you never ask me how im.. that makes me think do you care. did you ever really care, and that hurts becasue i know thats not true, i know what we had at one point was really..or was that jsut my hopes going higher and higher..
but when you dont ask how im doing, answer a simple question, i feel hurt and break on the inside.. thats your invisble hold.. no one knows how much it hurt, my friends are sick of me venting to them about how much you hurt me.. most of the time i set my self of for that hurt.. still, even after ive fallen so many times.
that one little heart on my blue jeans, says so much that no one will ever understand but me, everytime i see it, i get upset becasue it reminds me of how broken im by you, and how much i miss you, our converstaions, how you held me, our words that were never said but we knew they where there
i look at what im writing, and i feel like an idiot! on so many leevels, casue you've moved on you have a new girlfriend, but everytime i try to move on all i can do it think about you...

as we stood there making the promise we would be friends forever, and our friendship wouldnt end just summer ended, i knew it was a promise that you couldnt keep, all i did was hope that i was wrong..