even though you dont relaize it any longer, actually im not sure if you ever did, but some how you have this hold on me.. i try to communicate with you which is hard, because i ask how your doing you never ask me how im.. that makes me think do you care. did you ever really care, and that hurts becasue i know thats not true, i know what we had at one point was really..or was that jsut my hopes going higher and higher..
but when you dont ask how im doing, answer a simple question, i feel hurt and break on the inside.. thats your invisble hold.. no one knows how much it hurt, my friends are sick of me venting to them about how much you hurt me.. most of the time i set my self of for that hurt.. still, even after ive fallen so many times.
that one little heart on my blue jeans, says so much that no one will ever understand but me, everytime i see it, i get upset becasue it reminds me of how broken im by you, and how much i miss you, our converstaions, how you held me, our words that were never said but we knew they where there
i look at what im writing, and i feel like an idiot! on so many leevels, casue you've moved on you have a new girlfriend, but everytime i try to move on all i can do it think about you...
as we stood there making the promise we would be friends forever, and our friendship wouldnt end just summer ended, i knew it was a promise that you couldnt keep, all i did was hope that i was wrong..
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