faith is all we got. and it's enough.

there is so much going on in my world right now.. honestly it's so crazzy! and pretty hectic aswell if i may say so my self. Lord take me where you want me to go, cause we are one heart beating. i was so so sure about my future.. well the next year. but honestly God this is something i want you too tell me. i want to go where you want me.. this is not to serve my own purposes. this highschool crap is so stressful, im honestly so ready to be done! almost there, finally. but i just don't wanna waste my future, i wanna do stuff for your will. you know? i don't wanna waste me time... your time.
i really hope kylie's okay.. i miss her. lots. and i love her. im really worried about her. kyle's amazing, im really thankful hes there.. cass is sillly, i miss her. im thankful for the girls at school.
why does school have to be so stressful? i don't care about this crap anyways.. in a sense i'm doing it for my rents, is that right? well once im done it, i know that than i will apprecaite it. but right now, im not so much. it's aLOT on my plate.. i sometimes wonder if it's too much.
and grad.. im so glad i'm finally here.. but it's so crazzy! grad comment, whhat to write? cocktail dress...? prom. limo. pictures.
i miss josh, it's time for him to come home.
it's time for things to settle down.. yet all i wanna do is get on with it! and really start living, cause at the moment i feel a little trapped and overwhelmed. but soon.. soon. i dunno whats soon. but i know God has a huge plan for me and my future and Lord i'm waiting on you! and i know you'll give me that goal and plan, you promised that. now i'm waiting.. but i must keep serving well i'm waiting.
so Lord just show me.. what.. show me what. not where, not when, not why. but what! and i will go. i promise. my feet are so willing to move! im ready to move Lord.
i'm part of the body of Christ.

'May the God of hope will you with all the joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.' -Romans 15:13