I have always been a laugher, disturbing people who are not laughers. upsetting whole audiences at theaters.. I laugh, that's all. I love to laugh. Laughter to me is being alive. I have had rotten times, and I have laughed through them. Even in the very worst of times I have laughed.
you know what is hitting me; there are things so much bigger than myself, and i know this.. sometimes i forget though. but how i do in highschool, the friends that just don't care enough, the boys that pretended to care, the drama that follows... none of this matters, like honestly, i doesn't. and i need to remember this, this brings me hope. knowing that there is something bigger than me.. bigger than what im doing now, ive got God and i know for a fact that He is much bigger. so what He is going to offer me, is so much bigger, so much better, so exciting! no matter what happens now.. im gonna live life like there's no tomorrow, no regrets. because its not worth it.. He's got a plan, and i need to trust this, no doubt. i promise.
don't judge us; because me and my friends,, yah we're loud! yah, we're crazy. we crazy, we sing like its summer in the wintertime, we blast our music, go see telus tuesday movies, go for coffee, drive in cars, mess with cats, laugh louder than you'll ever be able to scream. i love them, more than you'll ever know. but i don't care. because i love them, and i never want them to forget this. we go on adventures, we party like rockstars. you can be jealous; its okay. because you should be jealous.
"Perhaps, God would have you to become acquainted with many people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones, you can appreciate and be grateful for them. The one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. Don't cry because it's over now, smile because it happened."
kylie isaacson: i know how to spell your last name! arent you like super proud of me! :) but this year.. wow we have always been there for eachother. im thankful for the times that you have made me laugh, and listened to me vent and were my shoulder to cry on! its really means alot! you make me laugh, like this one time when we dropped our biggest kid off at the pool with kyle. its good times reallly, we like to get london fogs and have sleepovers and go to church. we check out cute guys, with long hair and v-necks; just ask us about it. we get vampire babies sometimes, and they hurt! if only you knew the pain they caused us. your beautiful and amzazing! i wouldn't change who you are for the world! God had you a beautiful young woman of God! God has put you in my life and others lives as a blessing!
kyle newman: man! this is an amazing kid! he's going far! man God has big things planned for him, he's almost done school and gonna get a job looving kids. this is what God wants him to do, dunno where! but somewhere! and in that place God is gonna blow his mind. He's such a goood kid! we can always talk, hes honest with you and loves you. wont judge you, but will give you the best advice possible! amazing kid right him, and im really happy to call him my friend. curtis roberts: this is a man of God! a man that loves God with all his heart, all his soul and all his mind! he is a servant! and he will be till the day he dies! he has taught me so much this year; i have just known him this year.. and already he has taught me so so much! he has encouraged me to read my bible more, and pray with others and for others. he has such a huge heart and is so giving and gentle... he has had his hard times.. his ups and downs, highschool was hard.. but through it God has made him the amazing man he is today! and God is showing him so much, that i find he teaches others! he doesnt take crap, but he loves his guitar! and i love that he can play it and make music, make songs about God and the things he loves. im so blessed and so happy that he is apart of my life.. we've had some hard times, but overall m so thankful that he's in my life! danielle nori: this girl! rocks my freaking socks off! shes so cuteee! we have had amazing times at camp together, learning and growing. and seeing who God is together. she has been there for me the last few! has been there to listen, to love me, to be a shoulder to cry on, and just to make me laugh! man can we laugh together! we can have amazing adventures and fun times.. where all we do is laugh! we have been there through camp.. through hard times and times when we felt so helpless. this girl has a beautiful heart and a beautiful mind. im super blessed to call her my friend, and be able to walk beside her and hold her hand. danielle Morneau: sweetest girl ever! she has her challenges. but this year, its gonnna be her year! i know it! i know it! God has huge things planned for her! and he is gonna blow her mind! he is gonna show her so much this year, and teach her so much! and in her school, she is gonna show people the love of Christ! and they are gonna see her love and know she is a Christian by her love! i cant wait to be a part of her growth! and see what God is doing and see God blow her mind. i love this girl so much! and i know God is gonna do huge things in her life this year! josh morneau: this guy has beeen away for a year; but man! he has come back with such a love for God and he has learned so much! he has grown so much and has come to know the Lord even more! i cant wait to learn from him and to get to hang out with him again! his love for God is so evident! and so passionate! its amazing to see! and an amazing breathe of fresh air to have him back home and showing us everything! good to have you home!
This is gonna be a good year! With amazing friends(not just the ones on this list(this is just a few), but so many others too!) and amazing adventures to come! I cant wait.i love you all. and i love the Lord.
2010.. woah. thats crazy, its crazy to write that; to think that that is what ill be writing on my paper at school on Monday.. to think that in 6 months ill be 18.. and never have to be in highschool again. wow. blows my mind. im here, 2010 is here. the year that felt like it would never come fast enough. Future: I'm excited. Scared. Stoked. Willing. Nervous. Highschools almost done! im so excited, but what about grad? do i go? do i bring a date? will i be let down if i dont go? honestly, i think i will. but i think ill be let down if i go. lose-lose situation... if i make it that! i think im going, and i think im bringing a date. and its gonna be what i make it, this is what i think. so im gonna make it a winnner! but overall.. grad is here. wow. Summer, what to do? go to camp? work? dunno, how God's gonna provide and show me where to go. Post Secondary!! ekk! i may be off in Calgary, cold! the last thing i wanted! man, the girl whos dream was to go to NZ and Cali. but im applying for a few schools, and i know that God's got it! He's got it figured out, now i just need to trust in him and his plan for my future. and im excited to go away and learn! learn about God, learn how to love his children. and you know what they call bible college; marriage college ;) who knows whats gonna happen! i have alot of hopes and dreams for my future. and im not letting go of any of them for anything! Dream big, God is bigger! all i know is that im willing for my future. and im putting my nervous behind me! and being excited for it all! Past: this year! woah, crazy. it feels like the longest year ever, but honestly went by so soo fast! it has been full of adventure! risks! learning.. sometimes from other people and sometimes having to take of leap of faith on my own.. and sometimes falling on my face.. but getting back up! because i know theirs more to live for. I had lows moments this year.. getting hurt in relationships and friendships. but i wouldn't take it back, God has taught me and showed me so much through these people and through these challenges! Highschools been hard... but God is slowly getting me to show my faith through situations and opportunities. And there have been amazing moments! like friends stepping up and loving me and making me laugh when i needed them. summer camp. MSY and seeing those girls love God and grow in there faith, seeing them come to us and need us; and that we can teach them. HSY.. getting to step up and take a leadership role. getting to go to conferences and learning. going to Victoria. car rides with my best friends.. One time? Click Click. . sleeepovers and Youth Church.. Ethos? what! being silly and knowing im still loved. there are too many memories! this is why i have a camera though ;)
God has blowed my mind this year! so much, and if he did amazing things through me this year! i cant even imagine whats gonna do this year! but im willing and so excited to see where he takes me.