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"happiness should depend on what you can give, not what you can get."

i think i need to strengthen my relationship with God even more. i think i need to give more and do more for Gods will; and not be so concerned with money, or clothes, or spending money stupid things like fast food or sugar. there is so much more that that money could be going to and that could be done in my free time rather than spending money. God has had this put on my heart for a couple weeks now.. and i need to do it, i need to strengthen my relationship with him and grow. this is the step i need.. its kinda like fasting. doing less/none of something that keeps you from getting closer to God and spending time extra time, money, supplies, energy on learning bout God and doing his will. and i think this is the next step i need, and it will be a great step to take before this summer comes into full play! this summer will be amazing! but this is the next step i need to take, just to see how much i will depend on God and how much i will hold to my promises and challenges to him and for him.
thank you Lord for being my saviour and loving me.

this will be a challenge, but i think
its a challenge that i need to take and
actually follow through with this time.
let go and let God take control of everything.

God please take over becuase I can not be in control of my life because i will make mistakes and i will constantly be going down the wrong path. lead my footsteps im 100% willing to follow you.
may your will be done.

one day your going to fall in love; i promise.

Take a look at yourself in a mirror. Who do you see looking back at you? Is it the person you wanna be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be? The person you should have been but fell short of. Is someone telling you that you can't or you won't because you can! Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come true everyday, cause they do. Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power, sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family. And the quiet nobility of leading a good life. Believe that dreams come true everyday, cause they do. So take a look in the mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be; believe that. And believe that dreams come true everyday, cause they do.

we should get a friendship tattoo! :)

i don't ever want to fall apart. i don't want to lose my strength. it's not even my strength to lose, it's God's strength that he has chosen to give to me. and this strength i need to hang on too and wake up every day, praying that God can grant me with that strength. to pull me through, to pull the people i love through. i don't ever want to think that i can't change the world. i don't ever want to think that i won't find my prince charming. i like pink. i like the way you say my name. i care about you to much to even think about me losing you. sometimes i feel like im losing you. im so glad we talked, more glad than you'll probably ever know. but it kinda caused me to miss you more. but that's okay im a tough girl, i can handle it. cause i got to hear stories. i got to hear how much you are growing. your sister said that you had said "my school is divided into two parts; the selfless and selfish. and i want to be part of the group that is selfless." this type of thing is what reminds me why he is on this trip. why he has to leave, the growth that he needed to make and has made so far. cause it's like we're are our brat pack. we're finally kicking back. that is that, it's like it's all we need. i hope you don't follow down that path. a new school next year for you will be good. i think we all kinda need the summer for some more growth. i think and believe that God will show you some amazing things this summer and some great soul searching. and you always have me 110% on your side. no matter the little fights or arguements we may go through, i still love you. and could never imagine losing you guys.. never. not over some stupid little thing. im so thankful for my friends. i think i would honestly be lost without them. the old ones, the new ones, the ones on the other side of the world, the ones on the island, the ones on who are stronger than they know. i love you all, so so much. i thank God for you everyday.

put a smile on; we always have tommorw.

let's bring hope to the hopeless.

lets phone talk?!?

i haven't talked to him in months! i have tried to call him multiple times,
but it never works; cause my luck sucks! and he called last night,
and tell me to call him back..that night(last night).. the one night my
phone is disconnected! the one night in ever that our phone is disconnected,
is the night he decides to calll. so im so choked! urgghhhh! so frustrating!!!
well im gonna try him tonight.. and i sure hope i get through.. cause i'll be
sad and even more choked if the one night he could talk.. i didn't realize he
could till it was too late! but i guesss if not tonight.. than another night soon!

i have a test tommorow and one thursday..
i sure hope i do good. i studying and stressed for them,
i really did! and i hope i get a good grade. and it can bring my class mark up!
cause she is almost donnne!

summmer is going to be so amazing this year! camp almost alll summer. and a family reunion. but camp, i will most likley get to counsel 80% of my time there! and i have some great new things planned for them! and some great activites! and God is gonna do some great things! i can already see the new friendship and life lessons learnt blossoming! cause God is so goood.

we could change a million lives for the better.

i tried letting go, but i don't know how to quit you.

boy; we'll take the world by storm, it isn't that hard.

no matter how dark the moment.
love and hope are always possible.