Saturday, February 28, 2009

yesterday is dead and over.

this is your life. are you who you wanna be?
is it everything you dreamed it would be?
today is all you got.
today is all you'll ever have.
don't close your eyes.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

life is so beautiful.
there is so much hope in the shinning star, in the sun and in the sunsets that rise each morning.
your life, your smile, your eyes give me hope.
i thank God every day for putting you in my life.
i thank God for the sunshine.
i ask God for strength and that i would never lose the beauty of the world.
i want to be happy. i want my wildest dreams to come true.
i wanna save lives.
i wanna change the world.
and i thank you Lord that you gave me a passion.
give me the strength to never lose or give up on my passion and my dreams.
i never wanna lose this beauty, people tell me that im just young and one day ill become jaded.
but i don't believe them.
i never wanna lose this feelings.
and i never think i will, i will always be a little girl at heart.
i got one shot at life, i don't wanna watch it pass me by.

breathe.

lets just try to keep busy,
cause when im busy it means there is no time to think.
no time to over analyze and no time to worry.

but don't think this means that i have forgotten.
don't think this means i don't care.
i honestly care about you more than you know.


and a reminder;
don't forget to breathe,
cause everyone loves when your 6 feet under.

Monday, February 23, 2009

please; don't give up. you have to much going for you.

i just want you to trust me. i want you to know me. i need you to know me. i want you to open up. i want to see your smile. i want you to be happy. i would do anything to see you smile. i would anything to make your day even if it meant wrecking mine. i don't want to lose my passion. i don't wanna lose my strenght. i don't wanna lost my heart, my soul. it makes me stomach cringe. it makes me heart hurt. it makes my eyes water. i can't imagine losing you. it is a horrible feeling thinking that i could lose you. to think that you would fall. to think that you could break. please lean on me. please cry with me. please laugh with me. please smile with me. your big brown eyes suck me in. your smile makes me fall again and again. i could be your favorite blue jeans with the hole in the knees. i could be the girl next door. im the good girl. im a people pleasure. i don't ever wanna hurt you. i can't imagine the pain. im scared to lose you. im scared that it won't be the same. what if im not your best friend anymore. what if we lose potential. what if you can't call me. what if you run away, please run to me, and we'll go together. lets leave this place. lets start over. lets beginning again. lets start over. please just be honest. with me. with yourself. don't hide your heart. don't hide your tears. i would do more than you know to see you smile. your happiness means so much to me. lets just waste our days in the sun. lets just waste our time in California, New Zealand; where ever you wanna go. i need you to know im here. i need you to know i care. your alive. im on your side. you matter. your life matters. you are meant to be happy. if you are anything but happy; it is not over. if something hurts you; you need to get out. today is a new day. today may be your day.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

am i in over my head.

don't mind me

if i get weak in the knees;

you have that affect on me

Saturday, February 21, 2009

just some quotes.


we fall for boys who give us pretty words and false hope.

If I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that are people starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they are upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't change the fact that you have what you have.

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower

when i was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. when i went toschool, they asked me what I wanted to be when i grew up.i wrote down "happy" they told me I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn't understand life.

let your heart guide you.it whispers so listen carefully

"maybe the happy ending is just moving on."
-he's just not that into you
"one day you'll meet the perfect guy and have you're own happy ending."
-he's just not that into you
"you're voice doesn't match your face."
-he's just not that into you

"you won't fall in love if you don't take risks."
-he's just not that into you
"the ones who don't try to fit in. stand out."
-he's just not that into you

Friday, February 13, 2009

noone cares more about your dreams than you.

"lets promise to never be too scared to live our dreams."

"go ahead and tell me my dreams are unrealistic
i'll tel you that yours aren't big enough"