Monday, February 23, 2009

please; don't give up. you have to much going for you.

i just want you to trust me. i want you to know me. i need you to know me. i want you to open up. i want to see your smile. i want you to be happy. i would do anything to see you smile. i would anything to make your day even if it meant wrecking mine. i don't want to lose my passion. i don't wanna lose my strenght. i don't wanna lost my heart, my soul. it makes me stomach cringe. it makes me heart hurt. it makes my eyes water. i can't imagine losing you. it is a horrible feeling thinking that i could lose you. to think that you would fall. to think that you could break. please lean on me. please cry with me. please laugh with me. please smile with me. your big brown eyes suck me in. your smile makes me fall again and again. i could be your favorite blue jeans with the hole in the knees. i could be the girl next door. im the good girl. im a people pleasure. i don't ever wanna hurt you. i can't imagine the pain. im scared to lose you. im scared that it won't be the same. what if im not your best friend anymore. what if we lose potential. what if you can't call me. what if you run away, please run to me, and we'll go together. lets leave this place. lets start over. lets beginning again. lets start over. please just be honest. with me. with yourself. don't hide your heart. don't hide your tears. i would do more than you know to see you smile. your happiness means so much to me. lets just waste our days in the sun. lets just waste our time in California, New Zealand; where ever you wanna go. i need you to know im here. i need you to know i care. your alive. im on your side. you matter. your life matters. you are meant to be happy. if you are anything but happy; it is not over. if something hurts you; you need to get out. today is a new day. today may be your day.

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