a bunch of mumbo jumbo.

i'm scared of losing you. i'm scared of falling. please don't forget about me. i'm done taking time apart. i'm done screaming for help. you're eyes are darker in the winter and lighter in the summer. your smirk makes me smile. i miss our phone talks. i miss the summer nights where nothing mattered. i missing sitting under the stars. i want everyone to know im yours. i wanna hear your laugh. i wanna see your smile. silly boy. you can make me laugh. you know what too say. you're bolder than i could have ever though. so much was said. yet there is so many lose ends. i said too much, yet not enough. no regrets. you're gonna do alot of growing. alot of soul searching. lets just see where we go. lets play this by ear. lets follow our hearts. just be true to yourself. be true to me. whats meant to be will always find it way. i wanna hear your heart beat. i want you to hear my heart beat. i need you honestly. i need the truth. i want you to promise me. just don't give up. on me. on you. we need to work at friendship. i need to be told im loved. i want to get butterflies when you walk in the room. i wanna scream so loud that the truth is revealed. don't tell me were okay. don't tell me we are not okay. tell me how you feel. tell me what is real. tell me if i got a chance. tell me if you want to be my friend. i'm not gonna waste my time on someone who doesn't care back. thats not fair. i give too much of myself away like that. everyone loves when your 6 feet under. i can't breathe. helpless. i'm not sure if i can yet. friends are so important.i don't EVER wanna take a friend for guaranted again. i wanna tell you how much you mean to me everyday. if you're done please tell me. tell me why. no regrets. you're just one chapter of my life. there will be more. don't be afraid to fall in love again. i need you. please don't let go. and if you must, tell me why. keep me in the loop. i don't ever wanna lose you. your friendship means alot to me. don't ever doubt that. i would never wanna lose you. i would never wanna break your trust. i dont wanna treat your secrets like they are meaningless. i never meant to hurt you. i never meant to cause you trouble. if were all alone, were all together in that too. small talk. be random. hip bones make me go wow. the way your hair falls in your face. the way your eyes tell me the things you never could. lets not forget to see the beauty in the world. the beauty of life. laughter is more important than we see. your smile. i miss you. lets be friends forever. best friends. your heart is just so big. im just so vunerable. your eyes scream of stories that i understand more than you know. your life gives me hope. your faith is stronger than you think. im stronger than i think. you shine so bright. i would be lost without you. happiness is key. let me love you. tell me how much i mean too you. tell me my name. tell me my favoraite colour. lets stay up talking all night. lets talk about spaceships and our future plans. lets never be too scared to live our dreams. just trust me. give me another shot. tell me where i went wrong. tell me the mistakes i've me. tell me where i have done you wrong. just be honest. lay everything on the table. im ready. putting things on the table has been my life for the last 2 weeks. im not afaird of what you have to say. tears my fall. smiles may fade. but they willk come back. i promise that your joy will come back. just remember to smile. remember to love. remember to care. don't forget your passion. we spend to much time waiting. wanting. hoping. i wanna make things right. you're more imporant than you know.

love.