i miss you more than i'd like to admit.
the thing that matters most is what you think of yourself. everybody is standing in their own way of getting somewhere they wanna be. i always try to do the right thing. and most of the time; something is bound to go wrong. i go left, i should have gone right
. i tell you my feeling for you, how real they are. and im always the one waiting. i watch you; you're not happy. i see you and i see right through that smile; i know how you break on the inside. i wished you'd be honest with me. honest with yourself. cause i feel so far from you right now. and i really need you. i need a hug, i need a shoulder to cry on, i need an adventure to go on. i think i just need to be told that someone would be lost without me. that someone would fall apart without my shoulder to cry on. but thats okay. i got God's shoulder to lean on. he is holding me right now, he is holding me as we are walking. i can't help but put a smile on my face when i look outside and see the sunshine and the beautiful creation out my window. i can't help but laugh when i think back to the car rides and moments i've had with you. i just wish i could be with you right now. i just wish you would call and say you need to talk. we said we we're here for eachother and i really need you. and i'm here for you and support you always; this i can promise. no matter how far we, i will always be here for, forever. anything you need. its been a rough couple weeks. im looking forward to the sun, looking forward to getting away from this town. camp is gonna be amazing. God is gonna do some great things this summer. i gotta get away from here for a bit. see the beauty in myself again. remember why i love other people before myself. and your feelings will always be more important than mine. well you're away i will not tell you how much i miss you. i won't tell you that i'm a mess. i won't tell you i need you. cause i'll get through. God won't put me through nothing i cant handle. sometimes people aren't mea
nt to be in your life forever. we all move on and grow up. this is gonna be a huge year. alot is gonna change and happen. i'll be going into grade 12. than i'll be grading and prob getting outta this town for a bit, interning at twloha or NZ. something for a bit. and im so stoked to watch my grade 7 girls grow up into beautiful young ladies of God. and i love that i can talk to them and help them with things that you struggle with in middle school and high school and growing up. they are such a blessing in my life. too help them everyweek and just be there to hug them and hang out. go for slurpees and to the park. watch movies that Zac Efron are in. a lot is gonna change. but everything will work out in Gods time. doors close; so windows can open. now i just need to open my eyes up to those windows and make sure they don't close and i miss them. cause God is good all the time. all the time God is good. i'll praise you in this storm. and all my days.
. i tell you my feeling for you, how real they are. and im always the one waiting. i watch you; you're not happy. i see you and i see right through that smile; i know how you break on the inside. i wished you'd be honest with me. honest with yourself. cause i feel so far from you right now. and i really need you. i need a hug, i need a shoulder to cry on, i need an adventure to go on. i think i just need to be told that someone would be lost without me. that someone would fall apart without my shoulder to cry on. but thats okay. i got God's shoulder to lean on. he is holding me right now, he is holding me as we are walking. i can't help but put a smile on my face when i look outside and see the sunshine and the beautiful creation out my window. i can't help but laugh when i think back to the car rides and moments i've had with you. i just wish i could be with you right now. i just wish you would call and say you need to talk. we said we we're here for eachother and i really need you. and i'm here for you and support you always; this i can promise. no matter how far we, i will always be here for, forever. anything you need. its been a rough couple weeks. im looking forward to the sun, looking forward to getting away from this town. camp is gonna be amazing. God is gonna do some great things this summer. i gotta get away from here for a bit. see the beauty in myself again. remember why i love other people before myself. and your feelings will always be more important than mine. well you're away i will not tell you how much i miss you. i won't tell you that i'm a mess. i won't tell you i need you. cause i'll get through. God won't put me through nothing i cant handle. sometimes people aren't mea
nt to be in your life forever. we all move on and grow up. this is gonna be a huge year. alot is gonna change and happen. i'll be going into grade 12. than i'll be grading and prob getting outta this town for a bit, interning at twloha or NZ. something for a bit. and im so stoked to watch my grade 7 girls grow up into beautiful young ladies of God. and i love that i can talk to them and help them with things that you struggle with in middle school and high school and growing up. they are such a blessing in my life. too help them everyweek and just be there to hug them and hang out. go for slurpees and to the park. watch movies that Zac Efron are in. a lot is gonna change. but everything will work out in Gods time. doors close; so windows can open. now i just need to open my eyes up to those windows and make sure they don't close and i miss them. cause God is good all the time. all the time God is good. i'll praise you in this storm. and all my days.
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