there is hope in everything, you just need to open your eyes to it.

do you ever feel like your world is about to fall apart.. its not quite there, but it is sure close! and all you can do is stand there and watch well things slowly seem to crash down around you?
have you ever felt that way?
this seems to happen in my world alot.. and i know that the only way i can not fall is with God..
this i know, but its so hard.. when you see her go around; doing things that i know she doesn't want too and doing things i know she will regret. when i see her in a relationship that i don't think is the best idea for her right now. when i see her having all these dreams.. and if i have anything to say about these dreams.. they will be cooming true! i promise this much. i see him just totally lost, so far from God. i see her screaming to be heard..but she thinks no one is gonna listen, i will listen. i see him on the other side of the world.. and i miss him, i know he needs this experience and its for the best.. but i still miss him. i see them trying so hard to hold it together..for me. i feel so far from him, and i wanna fix it, i want to change this.. but im not sure if we can at this point.. not at this moment at least.
i see me wanting to save all these people, help them to no fall... but i need to remember that i can not do anything for these people if i don't look to God for my help, guidance and strength. so please Lord,let me wake up everyday and ask you to take control, ask you for strength, as you to heal these people. because i love every single one of them more than they will ever know. and i would honestly be lost without them, and i truly mean that.. they are my community.
but you know what i have to say on top of all of this. God is good all the time. All the time God is good. and I will never forget this, no matter what my day brings. there is nothing that is going to happen to me today that me and God can't handle together. thank you Lord. I find so much hope everyday, even when my world looks like it is falling apart.. but i know there is hope because you love me. no matter what i do, you will love me no less or no more, your love is constant.
'Jesus knows how to humble us with out humiliating us and how to lift us up without flattering us'