i have a pink pac man eraser; be jealous.

i find my self waiting a lot. waiting for things that may never happen. dreams that may never come true. people that may never come back in my life. calls that may never ring. love that may never be received. purpose that may not be seen till after. school to be done. drama to be a thing of the past. marriage to have God as a complete center. waiting to hear words that will never be said. waiting for promises to be kept. waiting for girls to stop growing up so fast. waiting to grad. waiting to move on from high school and be the change. waiting to know you. waiting till tomorrow. waiting till i see you next. we're always waiting for something or someone. but i wanna live in the moment! i wanna love without holding back. i wanna give till i fall on my knees. i want to fall on my knees and have to ask God for strength. i want to be challenged everyday. i want to be broken so i can be repaired. i want to love. i want to give. i want to hold on. i want to let go. i want to move on. i wanna say no. i wanna take risks. i wanna hold you hand. i want to be a part of something bigger than myself.

so lets stop waiting
and start doing.