i love you.

This aching of me won't go away,
but sometimes you have to ignore your own pain
to help someone else through theirs.

God,
even when everything in my world at home may seem to fall apart, remind me that I'm loved and that I have the ability to impact peoples lives and make a huge difference. I get the chance to serve at camp this summer; and it has been a week and I have been sick, cramps, draining of energy and this was the enemy trying to take my joy away. A test to see just how far I can be pushed, and i took this test and rejoiced through sickness, i put a smile on and loved those kids and prayed with the staff. It has only been a week and I have already learned so much. I thank God everyday for this experience I get and for the people that are surrounding me and loving me. I love because He first loved me. Thank you.