was talking about how sometimes its hard to be at home and she gets discouraged but than she's like 'but i go on fb and see status; like Britnee's! she's always happy at camp, at home. she's great, you really should get to know her!' it blow me away that she said that! i started to cry. and yeah; i'm known as the loud girl but God will use that and he's gonna use me this summer. there are so many new staff that im so stoked to get to know. i had a problem with someone and i talked to nathan about some of it.. and he just said be blunt and honest and bold. and that what i want this summer! no drama, i've been hurt to much in the past by that and this summer it's not gonna happen. my focus is God and leading these kids to Christ. :) and i have friend all around me from before that are supporting me. and i have made new friends and i'm just stoked to see what God is going to do with me this summer. and i know that soon the 'future' talk is going to be coming up with my dad... im scared but i'm not worried about my future because i know God has a plan, and i really want my dad to understand that.. but i'm not so sure he will. but right now i need to focus on one day at a time! becuase i start thinking about september and school and future and that talk and i get scared and emotinal. so for now i need to focus on summer and follow God's path! cause who knows what i might miss if i don't! so Lord help me to stay focus this summer and not be in the drama but hold other accountable to not be in it aswell. God I'm tottaly open to your will this summer. so take me and lead me and i will follow! don't forget your heart is very decieving, so don't follow your heart! you need to lead your heart. ask God to lead your heart.
Monday, June 22, 2009
oh yeah. thats Britnee; she's the loud girl
woahh! so God is going to do alot of crazy stuff this summmer! im so stoked about it. staff training was this past weekend. and someone who i didn't really like fancyed me and i didn't tottaly fancy her made a HUGE impact on me! we we're at campfire and she
was talking about how sometimes its hard to be at home and she gets discouraged but than she's like 'but i go on fb and see status; like Britnee's! she's always happy at camp, at home. she's great, you really should get to know her!' it blow me away that she said that! i started to cry. and yeah; i'm known as the loud girl but God will use that and he's gonna use me this summer. there are so many new staff that im so stoked to get to know. i had a problem with someone and i talked to nathan about some of it.. and he just said be blunt and honest and bold. and that what i want this summer! no drama, i've been hurt to much in the past by that and this summer it's not gonna happen. my focus is God and leading these kids to Christ. :) and i have friend all around me from before that are supporting me. and i have made new friends and i'm just stoked to see what God is going to do with me this summer. and i know that soon the 'future' talk is going to be coming up with my dad... im scared but i'm not worried about my future because i know God has a plan, and i really want my dad to understand that.. but i'm not so sure he will. but right now i need to focus on one day at a time! becuase i start thinking about september and school and future and that talk and i get scared and emotinal. so for now i need to focus on summer and follow God's path! cause who knows what i might miss if i don't! so Lord help me to stay focus this summer and not be in the drama but hold other accountable to not be in it aswell. God I'm tottaly open to your will this summer. so take me and lead me and i will follow! don't forget your heart is very decieving, so don't follow your heart! you need to lead your heart. ask God to lead your heart.
was talking about how sometimes its hard to be at home and she gets discouraged but than she's like 'but i go on fb and see status; like Britnee's! she's always happy at camp, at home. she's great, you really should get to know her!' it blow me away that she said that! i started to cry. and yeah; i'm known as the loud girl but God will use that and he's gonna use me this summer. there are so many new staff that im so stoked to get to know. i had a problem with someone and i talked to nathan about some of it.. and he just said be blunt and honest and bold. and that what i want this summer! no drama, i've been hurt to much in the past by that and this summer it's not gonna happen. my focus is God and leading these kids to Christ. :) and i have friend all around me from before that are supporting me. and i have made new friends and i'm just stoked to see what God is going to do with me this summer. and i know that soon the 'future' talk is going to be coming up with my dad... im scared but i'm not worried about my future because i know God has a plan, and i really want my dad to understand that.. but i'm not so sure he will. but right now i need to focus on one day at a time! becuase i start thinking about september and school and future and that talk and i get scared and emotinal. so for now i need to focus on summer and follow God's path! cause who knows what i might miss if i don't! so Lord help me to stay focus this summer and not be in the drama but hold other accountable to not be in it aswell. God I'm tottaly open to your will this summer. so take me and lead me and i will follow! don't forget your heart is very decieving, so don't follow your heart! you need to lead your heart. ask God to lead your heart.
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